This is my first post about my new venture. I am overweight and have been for most of my life due to my own negligence and laziness. However, does this make me undesirable? Unwanted? Gross to men?
I have decided instead of encouraging a life of depression and loneliness, I am going to try dating. Beginning with internet dating sites. After all is this not the new way to find your soul mate?
Let me provide a little bit of background to what has brought me here today. I have been married and divorced twice. The first marriage lasted 14 years and 3 wonderful children. It ended after many years of me being unhappy. The second marriage lasted nearly 7 years and 1 child. He had 2 children from a previous marriage that I have unofficially "adopted" even after the divorce.
My second marriage ending was the hardest as he was my childhood sweetheart and he decided that he did not want to be married to a fat woman any longer. He left me for a thinner woman. That relationship did not last a year. He and I tried to work things out again. After living together for a year and things going well, I was blindsided when he decided that I again was not what he wanted and choose my ex-friend from high school as his new girlfriend. Yup, she only weighed 100 pounds.
That is a quick rundown of my background. Let's begin the fun of dating, or the lack thereof....
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